Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Ahhhh! Finally, I'm done with my blog! Stupid leh, I spent like 3 hours editing it. All thanks to Alena for helping me. =] I owe you a drink eh. =] Right now, I'm exhausted lor, eye pain and ear pain. Haha, talk too long on the phone liao. Right, I think I should probably end here now. Too tired to continue le. See ya! Au revoir..! =]
; 6:57 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Okay, I'm gonna update my blog now. I know that it's been a long time but i'm just too lazy to type eh.
Well, many things happened for the past three months and yeah. Yesterday, I went for the SC outing and i totally enjoyed myself throughout the whole program. Water bombs, whacko and bbq! Stupid Hong Yu and Ming keep saboing me, then my shoe kept getting stuck in the mud. Stupid shoe. The bbq food was delicious man (cos I helped to bbq ma). I ate a total of 4 chicken wings, 2 stickes of hotdogs, 3 fishballs and about half plate of beehoon. Hehe, pig...
Oh ya, btw, I am being promote to sec 4 Express le. You know when i was in P6, I kept thinking that I won't go pass sec 2, but I did. Then in sec 3, perhaps it's because of the subject combination, I thought that i might retain or smth but who knows, I was promoted to sec 4. =]
Right now, what I'm afraid of is my chinese O levels results. I dare not say that I'll get an A but I don't think I'll do that badly to get a B. It's like in the middle and I myself don't even know if next year, I'll be able to continue with my higher chinese. Miss Lee said that w/o an A, I can dream about taking higher chinese anymore. I think it's a waste you know, cos I've been studying HCL for 3 years, and just at the end of the fourth year, I have to give it up. It's like I'm wasting my time all these while.
On to the next topic, I've just got a bad news about smth. I can't say what is it, but those who know me well enough should be able to guess. Smth about someone in my life. Someone who's in my life, but not in my life.
Anyway, time to go off. Mom's at home and I can't use too long. Au revoir. =]
; 9:39 PM
Monday, August 17, 2009
Okay, that blog was a bit lame. Recently, I've been quite emo. Especially last Friday. I cried four times in school. Well, not exactly in school. First time was in the morning at lrt. Jeslyn didn't know. After we alighted, she realised that my eyes were swollen and asked me. Then I cried again. Stupid.
I told her what happened during the later day andguess what? She cried with me. Lol, and i thought I made her cry. She told me that it's not my fault that she cried. After that, Mr Tan bought ice-cream for the whole class and give each and everyone of us an individual note. He wrote all the 42 notes himself and his fingers were swollen after writing.
I know that I'll cry if I read the note so I stopped myself. However, I want to know what he wrote for me so I continued reading. And the next thing i know, I was using tissue to wipe my face. What he wrote for me is not true. To me. I think that I don't deserve his.. okay, kind of compliment.. Then Vernon came to comfort me and help me with my ice cream.
I think, for the past few weeks, many things had been going on my mind and I don't know what's happening to me too. Maybe I was too stress up with Inter-class games, my studies and my family problems. One more week to the ending of Interclass games. I have been quarelling with my mom about all the staying backs in sch. Haix, I feel as if the world is ending and tearing a part. Au revoir.
; 12:30 AM
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; 12:26 AM
Friday, August 7, 2009
Today, I had a memorable day and i don't think I'll ever forget today. For the first time, the six of us went out together. Me, Mei Yi, Joanne, Li jun, Ying Zhuang and Jeslyn, going out together. We went to ehub for lunch and bowling. Lol, we were sort of like blank when we went for bowling then i was the first one to play lor. Haha, it turned out pretty well okay, at least i know that my bowling skills aren't that bad.
Saw many greendale students and teachers. Thought that we won't be seeing them but it turned out that we met more than one grp. Seriously, my clique had been saying that I looked glum the whole day, as if I'm not happy. But the truth is that, I'm having a sore throat so like no voice to talk, so I nv talk lor. When i'm not talking, I looked as if I'm emoing and sad but seriously, I'm not sad. In fact, I am very happy today. I enjoyed myself a lot and sort of like had some enlightment in today's outing.
After bowling, we went to pasir ris beach to view the scenary( is that how you spell it?). Took many pictures too. All the pictures aren't with me, weither with li jun, or don't know who. Lol. =] Anyway, just wanna say thanks to you guys for making my day today. I mean, if you guys haven't ask me out, I don't think I can enjoy myself today. So thank you guys. Got to go to bed now, au revoir. =]
; 8:18 AM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Hello, so long nv blog liao. Haix, actually, I've got nothing to do that's why i blog de. Haha, rubbish, no idea what i'm talking about.
Yesterday, six of us went to look for Ms Tao. Guess that's the last time we'll see her in sch as a teacher eh? We went to say farewell to her and took pics with her. Well, Mr Tan said that we should make her cry because... I also don't know. Haha, before I went, I told myself that I will not cry in front of her and I really thought that I could do it. But who knows, when Mr Tan played a song in the his laptop, Ms Tao actually cried. Haha, the jeslyn and li jun followed to0. Then me. My tears flowed out.
I did not want to cry because I want to leave a happy face for Ms Tao before she leave GDL. But when she hugged me, I couldn't control my tears anymore. I cried, and during the time when she hugged me, my tears kept flowing out. I don't want her to leave. I really don't want. Like what WT had said, GDL has lost another good teacher, which I think is true..And guess what? Mr Tan kept taking pictures of me crying because he didn't have one. Lol. Haha.
Anyway, I think i'll stop here. Gotta revise for CT4. My chemistry's toast. My mole and all the calculations. Haix, got to go now. See ya. Au revoir.
; 4:21 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
What's wrong with me recently? I'm like out of mind.. Seriously, it's just that I didn't show it in sch. I need someone.. Someone whom I can keep scolding and hitting.. And cry in front of that person. I need advice from that someone too. Anyone? Cannot be my close friends.
I feel like bursting! I feel like throwing all my books away. If possible, I also want to throw myself away. Ahhhhhhhh!!!!
I'm feeling very terrible inside.. Anyone can help? I want to cry but the tears just don't come out. I can't continue anymore. How I wish I can stop now.. Or not, stop the time. Remain where I am now. I don't wish to move on, neither do I want to retreat now. Just stop. Like how a full stop marks the end of a sentence.
; 4:59 AM
